If I Were Her Lover

If I were her lover,
I'd wade through the clover
Over the fields before
The gate that leads to her door;
Over the meadows,
To wait, 'mid the shadows,
The shadows that circle her door,
For the heart of my heart and more.
And there in the clover
Close by her,
Over and over
I'd sigh her:
"Your eyes are as brown
As the Night's, looking down
On waters that sleep
With the moon in their deep"...
If I were her lover to sigh her.

If I were her lover,
I'd wade through the clover
Over the fields before
The lane that leads to her door;
I'd wait, 'mid the thickets,
Or there by the pickets,
White pickets that fence in her door,
For the life of my life and more,
I'd lean in the clover-
The crisper
For the dews that are over-
And whisper:
"Your lips are as rare
As ripe and as red,
On the honey-dew fed"...
If I were her lover to whisper.

If I were her lover,
I'd wade through the clover
Over the field before
The pathway that leads to her door;
And watch, in the twinkle
Of stars that sprinkle
The paradise over her door,
For the soul of my soul and more.
And there in the clover
I'd reach her;
And over and over
I'd teach her-
A love Without sighs,
Of laughterful eyes,
That reckoned each second
The pause of a kiss,
A kiss and ... that is
If I were her lover to teach her.

The Sound

There were times
I felt I hated you,
but at the same time loved you, too.
We once shared something special
and then apart we grew.
I know you don't care about me anymore,
but for you I always will.
I want you to know I love you.
If you asked me to, I would kill.
Every time I see you now
it's all I can do not to break down and cry.
I want to ask you questions,
and I want to find out why.
Why did you do this to me?
Did you think I wouldn't care?
I have feelings to you know,
even if you don't see them there.
And every time I see you now
there's a certain sound I hear.
I don't know if you hear it, too,
when you look at me with that leer.
This sound's beome so familiar.
I hear it all the time.
I'm going to tell you what it is
in this verse of rhyme.
I hear this sound every time
I see you and we part.
The sound I hear so often-
The breaking of my heart

The SUICIDE...

They where a happy family,
They shared a lot together,
Till one night something horrible happened,
That stole their happiness forever

For the dad of the family always prefer-ed the other sister,
The other one always was feeling alone,
She was just wishing for a little bit of attention,
And she made something to her own

For one rainy night,
The family left her alone,
The family went to a party,
Not knowing what was about to be done

She walked into the kitchen,
And grabbed the meat knife,
A sharp white gun,
That she was about to use to end with her life

She went to her bed,
And start cutting deeply her veins,
Tears started to come out of her eyes,
Cause the cutting was causing a lot of pain

She stabbed the knife more deeply,
As she fainted and died,
She was there on her bed,
In a pool of blood and pain she couldn't hide

She couldn't take it anymore,
She needed her daddy's love,
But he always prefer-ed her other sister,
And feelings for her where never shown

She told him every time,
But he never changed,
He kept hurting her so deeply,
Causing her a lot of pain

There she was on the bed,
Dead, and still feeling alone,
As she always felt that way,
Her dad never gave her love

As when the family returned,
They found her there,
The dad with cold in his eyes,
Never showing a little bit of care

Now the family lives unhappy,
For the little girl is not alive,
Just the ghost of her daughter,
And the memory of the suicide...

The One and Only 'U'

I want you to remember
Those good old days
Those days of happiness
When everything went your way

I want you to cherish these memories
I don't want you to let them go
And I hope they make you happy
As they did so long ago

I wish I could comfort you
Shield you from life's pain
I wish I could just give you everything
You definitely deserve something to gain

You've always told me not to give up
Well here is a lesson for you
If you ever need me, call
That is all you have to do

You've been through so much these days
I'm sure God has something planned out
But in order to see it
You cannot be blinded by doubt

So help me help you
Tell me everything you're going through
Let go of all these troubles
Because the more you hold on the more it doubles

Please, I can see your smile fading
I can hear your voice crack
You may not be near
But you know I got your back

In the past I wasn't always there
Give me a chance this time
I swear on my life I'll be right beside you
To save the emptiness in your mind

With your heart so fragile
With your soul so true
This is a tribute
To the one and only you

So smile your gorgeous smile
Walk with your chin held high
Get up off the ground
Don't let your dreams die...

My Mistake

One day a long time ago
I made an awful mistake.
Why, I just don't know
but it's caused a lot of heartache.
I was so angry and so scared
I didn't know what to do.
Now you think that I never cared
and now I have lost you.
I don't know how I could hurt you so bad
I loved you with all of my heart.
Now we are both alone and sad
because I have torn us apart.
I wanted us to be together forever
and you always said that we would.
But we couldn't get past the stormy weather
I don't know why I ever thought we could.
I guess sometimes you want something so badly
that you would do anything to get it.

I will be there...

When no one is there for you., And you think no one cares...
When the whole world walks out on you., And you think you're alone...
I will be there...

When the one you care about the most., Could care less about you...
When the one you gave your heart to., Throws it in your face...
I will be there...

When the person you trusted., Betrays you...
When the person you share all your memories with., Hurt you...
I will be there...

When all you need is a friend., To listen to you...
When all you need is someone., To catch your tears...
I will be there...

When your heart beats so bad., You can't even breathe...
When you just want to curl up and die...
I will be there...

When you start to cry., After hearing that sad song...
When the tears just won't stop falling down...
I will be there...

So you see I will be there until the end...
This is a promise I can make...
If you ever need me, Just give me a call and...
I will be there...

T I M E S

Many broken pieces
Shattered, now apart
What can I do to mend it?
To mend by broken heart?

I walk along the beach
Leaving footprints cold and bare
How can I enjoy the sunset,
When there’s no one here to share?

There used to be a pair,
Of footprints next to mine.
But they washed away with waves
And the shifting sands of time.

All I can do now,
Is remember how things were.
The good times, not the bad times,
Which caused my heart to stir.

To live to die,
What does it matter?
While I am in this state.
I didn’t know how much I loved,
Until it was too late.

S H E

I have a friend
Who is perfect for me
She listens to all my problems
No matter how dumb they may be

She likes herself for who she is
And never tries to change
She tells me to be myself
And that I should never change

She was shy on the phone
But she would still call
And we would talk for hours
About nothing at all

We would talk about love and life
And discuss what we wanted to be
She knew just how I felt
And how happy I could be

She listens to me patiently
But never judges what I do or say
She helped with all my problems
And never went away

I never once felt judged by her
How much that meant to me
That I could tell her all my dreams
And she would listen to me

My friend never goes and tells
What is dear to me
She keeps it all bottled up inside
And doesn't spread it like a bee

I am thankful for that friend of mine
Our friendship will never end
And she will always be there
For she is my best friend

T R U E - F R I E N D

I need to know if you’re my true friend,
will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my secrets deep,
and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?
We are neither of us without our flaws,
can you accept mine as I will yours?
I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue,
will you be there for me when I need you?
No matter how busy I will make time for you,
if you are busy will you make time for me too?
I will take your hand and comfort your tears,
will you hold me and soothe my fears?
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,
can we share that even across many miles?
I will not forget what’s important to you,
will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my most favourite things I’ll share,
If only I know do you truly care?
If you can accept me as I do you,
then I will know you are a friend most true.

U N R E V E A L E D - L O V E

I hid my love when young tii I
Coundn't bear the buzzing of a fly;
I hid my love to my despite
Till I cound not bear to look at light;

I dare not gaze upon her face
But left her memory in each place;
Where'er I saw a wild flower lie
I kissed and bade my love good-bye.

I met her in the greenest dells,
Where dewdrops pearl the wood bluebells;
The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye,
The bee kissed and went singing by,

A sunbeam found a passage there,
A gold chain round her neck so fair;
As secret as the wild bee's song
She lay there all the summer long.

I hid my love in field and town
Till e'en the breeze would knock me down;
The bees seemed singing ballads o'er,
The fly's bass turned a lion's roar;

And even silence found a tongue,
To haunt me all the summer long;
The riddle nature could not prove
Was nothing else but secret love.

F I R S T L O V E

I ne'er was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet.
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked what could I ail
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away.
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start.
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winter's choice
Is love's bed always snow
She seemed to hear my silent voice
Not love appeals to know.

I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling place
And can return no more.

F R I E N D S H I P

The day I met You
I found a friend -
and a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

The friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
Any lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never by another.

I love you.
I will always love you.